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December 19, 2014

Shame on me

Shame on me

I think back to last year and the year before. My ex, he told me I was wrong for not wanting to put a tree up. I know I have kids, but my mom had been dead for three months. Three months, like grief just disappears in that

December 13, 2014

The Christmas Blues

The Christmas Blues

This year has been a rough one. Physically, I've been injured for a long time. Emotionally, well I have no idea how I'm still going. Doing readings is either feast or famine. Now that I'm off crutches and don't have physical therapy 3 days a week I've been

September 8, 2014

Winds of Change

Winds of Change

My mom used to tell me that I should never start anything new in the last 3 months before my birthday. I never really understood until this past year. Just like the seasons are cyclic, so are we. Those last three months are the burning down period, or

September 6, 2014

It's All In Your Head

It's All In Your Head

The mind is a powerful tool that can be used for good or evil. This is true when it comes to your self talk as well. I love doing readings, shedding light in the dark recesses my clients hide from. The only draw back, for some it creates

September 5, 2014

The Path In Front Of You

The Path In Front Of You

One of the hardest things for me as a tarot reader is just giving the information and letting go of the end result. Some readers learn how to read the cards by memorizing. I use the cards because it's what's expected. Most of the information I get is

September 3, 2014

Being Happy

Being Happy

For me, stress is a thing of the past. My load has gotten a lot lighter. I wish I would have just trusted everything would be ok and stop trying to make it alright. It wasn't alright, matter of fact I'm pretty sure I made it worse. Bottom

August 27, 2014

Natural Way is Expansion

Natural Way is Expansion

So I didn't think I have much left in me tonight. But I'm excited, full of happiness and joy for others. I have so many people I care about expanding and achieving so it makes me so joyous!! Our souls natural state is to constantly grow. God, the
Chumming the Dating Waters

Chumming the Dating Waters

I've written a bit about my divorce and the choice I've made to spend time in redeveloping myself. Beyond saying I want to romance myself, I never really got into the reasons why. The obvious reasons are my children. I don't want them to think that relationships are

August 25, 2014

Master Numbers and Astrology

Master Numbers and Astrology

I've spent some really boring moments on my butt lately. Having a torn ACL and meniscus means I don't get around much. Someone thought it was a bad idea to give me crutches because of my dislocated elbow and fractured humerus. Yeah, when I get hurt, I get

August 15, 2014

Soul Recognition

Soul Recognition

I've entered and am exiting a rather confusing time. The next phase of my life is beginning and I thought that someone else was supposed to come along. God gave us free will so that we can grow.  Although I know and recognize the past and the future

August 4, 2014

Won't Be Blogging For A Bit

Won't Be Blogging For A Bit

I dislocated my elbow, so I won't be typing much for a while. Ta Ta for now.

August 2, 2014

Time To Clean House

Time To Clean House

When I get cranky and emotional as I am today and my dogs are refusing to come in my work area, it's clear sign I need to clean my house. I typically sage my house once a week. This week I have been dealing with quite a few
Last Night

Last Night

In the words of my very good friend, I got "white girl" wasted. My friend is white. If you have never heard of this term, Amy Schumer does a great skit of it's definition on Comedy Central. It's basically when you get super emotional about everything while drinking.

August 1, 2014

Florida Move... Really?

Florida Move... Really?

Most people who know me, know I keep my circle tight. I'm not the kind of person that has 500 people on my Facebook page. Hell, I was surprised when I hit triple digits. I love to socialize and I know a decent amount of people, but not
Prayers for Rupal and Family

Prayers for Rupal and Family

This morning I received an email from a friend in India who's father just passed. I know this is the beginning of a new journey for her father. But its also a sad and inevitable ending for her and the family. My blog isn't super popular -- yet.
Lucid Dreaming

Lucid Dreaming

I had a client ask me about dream walking, a technique that allows you to intend your way into another individuals dream's. Dream walking is an advanced technique based on Lucid Dreaming. Lucid dreaming is when you are sleeping, but you're conscious. I've never really had to practice

July 31, 2014

Transiting Sun Conjunct Natal Saturn = Get Real

Transiting Sun Conjunct Natal Saturn = Get Real

A good friend of mine suggested that I blog more often if I wanted increased traffic. So here I am doing just that. It just so happens that the Sun is transiting my Saturn. Saturn is the disciplinarian of the planets. Saturn makes you stick to your guns;
A Fixer Upper  Of The Soul

A Fixer Upper Of The Soul

If you have never watched the show "Fixer Upper" on HGTV, you should watch at least one time. What Chip and Joanna Gaines do with what most would consider a horrendous house, nothing short of unique talent. They can see past the original condition and layout of house.

Asteroid Dejanira "The Place We Are Victimized"

My mother's birthday quickly is approaching and it's stirred some serious memories. One being my next door neighbor telling me what an amazing person I was for helping take care of my father before he passed. It was the first time anyone acknowledged to my face the abuse
Starting A New Romance

Starting A New Romance

A good friend of mine introduced me to a devil of an app called Tinder. Tinder matches you up with your preferences within a 100 mile radius. You swipe to left if you don't find them appealing and to the right if you do. If you both like

July 30, 2014

Screw This Supposed Gift

Screw This Supposed Gift

I've helped some people with my gift, but I've suffered more than anything. I hate seeing the dirty blonde bitch with the saggy tits, as you touch her. I hate seeing your confusion. I hate feeling your heartbreak. This supposed gift makes me sadder than it does anything

July 29, 2014

Passive Aggressive Cancer Man

Passive Aggressive Cancer Man

I've never bothered to really look through my ex-husbands chart more than just a simple glance. Then it hit me reading about Cancer's. The passive aggressive crap-ola he projects onto me are a direct result of his Cancer Ascendant. If you don't know much about Cancer especially men,

July 23, 2014

Under Construction

Under Construction

Sorry if my blog looks crazy for a bit. I'm trying to update it. Thank you!

July 2, 2014

The Impending Betrayal

The Impending Betrayal

I've created new and deeper boundaries for myself recently. Part of those boundaries was cutting individuals out of my life and making peace with situations at hand. My Ex-husband and I are separated, yet we cohabitate depending on the day of the week and his situation. I know

April 28, 2014

Window Dressings of the Soul

Window Dressings of the Soul

Growing up the decor of my house was typical of most kids born in the 70's. A large stucco ranch house with orange shag carpets, standard track home fecal brown kitchen cabinets, and verdant curtains. Aww yes, the hideous window dressings. If you drove by my house you
Progress

Progress

I haven't written in a while, so I thought I should get back to it. Things have changed a lot in my house. Calm is no longer elusive. Der and I have found a way to get along and change the type of relationship that we have. The

January 31, 2014

Libra Sun/ Scorpio Moon..All Me Heart and Soul

Libra Sun/ Scorpio Moon..All Me Heart and Soul

Libra Sun Scorpio Moon "Her Illumination: Sexual." "Her dark side: Baffling." This lady is something of a novelty. She's a very different sort of woman. Normally sweet tempered and calm, she's very affected by her Moon and can be one of the most irascible of the Zodiac. Her

January 27, 2014

Faith, Today and Beyond

Faith, Today and Beyond

Have you ever wondered why you have to go through certain experiences? Well I'm back to the theme of patience. When is the lesson ever going to end? I get it, I need to have more of it. All these holding patterns on an action oriented person is stifling.

January 20, 2014

Crazy Writers Block

Crazy Writers Block

It's been a while since I last blogged. I've suffered from a horrible case of writers block. Nothing like having so much to say, then it all runs out your head. Trying to be patient and find inspiration has been difficult. Once again I'm back in a theme of
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